I haven't been on here for a couple of days, dunno why. Anyway, I went and got my nose pierced on saturday and I love it so much. I also cut myself a wicked fringe. Now if I just had slightly higher cheekbones it would look way better, so that is my aim for this week and I'm going out with loads of friends on saturday so I'm going to make sure I look good then. 
I haven't got a scale at the moment which is really annoying, but I know that if I don't eat today I'll feel thinner, which I really need. 
Au Revoir x 

 I'm really happy cos I'm at the weight that was my goal for next sunday and it's always nice to be ahead. I'm stil huge but an on track huge which is good.
I'm still being careful and i've been doing loads of exercises all day. Like sit-ups when I watch tv and stretches to get my thighs thinner. 
I'm so looking forward to summer, it's been nice and warm today. I'm looking forward to going on holiday with my best friends and showing them my skinny body (which I should have by then). I can't wait to be gorgeous! 
Think think and stay strong, Au revoir xxx

Hiya I haven't posted in a few days. Easter sunday was a complete disaster but today was better, did eat a bit of cake but threw it up straight away. 
Friday night was greta but I realized how fat and disgusting I looked compared to all my friends and that made me drink more. My friends all had guys hitting on them etc except for me and it was a horrible horrible feeling, I cannot wait to get rid of all this fat clinging to my body. 
I've decieded when I reach my final goal weight (98) I'm going to get out loads of Keira Knightley films and feel really, really proud of myself.
I've worked out I need to lose 2.05 pounds per week to get to my goal weight in time for my holiday, although abviously I would like to get there faster. I'm going to post my stats soon but at the moment I'm too scared and repulsed. 
Not my cheeriest post but Au Revoir for now xxx

 I won't be able to post this evening so you will have to wait with bated breath to find out if I manage day 2. I am planning to have a jolly good time with my friends this evening.  
Au revoir xxx

 I did my first day of 2468 and it was a success. I'm going out to the cinema and then to a sk/reggae/drum and bass gig with my 6 bestest friends tomorrow. They're all skinny and last summer we all went on holiday together and we're going again this year, so tomorrow I'll eat 400 calories and dance my fat arse off.
Au Revoir xxx

 Hi I'm going to start the 2468 diet tomorrow, it's perfect cos then I will have the 800 on easter sunday when we're having a sunday lunch, but I'm going to have to be careful and work out all the calories. 
On friday I'm going to a reggae gig with friends on friday so that should mean plenty of dancing which I love and I won't have to do any other excersice that day (I'm not really an excercising person)! 
Au Revoir xxx

 Step-dad is moving out as soon as he can as he's realized him an dmy mum are definitely breaking up. also my job may not be happening as their previous au pair has decided she might like to stay with them after all. Great, but I do have another iterview this weekend I just want to hear back from the other job, if they would please hurry up.
I'm going on a long walk today, and I'm going to go and get my running things as I was inspired by the run fatboy run film I watched last night. 
I really feel like feeling fit as I used to be and now I'm just a fat slob, au revoir xxx l

 Hi, I've been away for a couple of days, I was in the city to meet my new employers which went well. 
Things are a bit crap at the moment for my family (mum and stepdad) but it's not like they're angry. I think they fought last night or my mum told him it wa definite.  This morning everything was really tense and my stepdad's moving out for a few days and my mum can't stop crying.  It's hard cos I hate it when they're just hurting and there's not really anything I can do.
I've got mum to invite her best friend round tonight otherwise I'm staying in. It's not good cos they're not angry just really really sad. 
Thankfully I'm back on track and feeling good (but obviously fat, as usual). I can feel that nice little twinge of hunger in my stomach, hope you're all ok xxx

 Step dad thinks mum isn't going to do it, mum says she is. AAAAARGH, I wouldn't mind if she did as they're not happy together but my poor step dad, he's totally in denial. I hate pitying him, he's one of those people who's so lovely it hurts so much when they're upset or wrong. 
I hope they just sort it out, I just want everything to be ok, and I'm fat fat fat 
Au revoir x

 

So today's been pretty cool, not eaten much and also got a job offer in London! Yes, so I start in April, 6 weeks and I want to be gorgeous then, for my new life! I'm so excited. xxx

 I went for the most beautiful walk today, it was so good to get out of the house. It was so calming and it's really good to just walk up hill really fast for ages, my friends always complain I walk really fast up hills. I went through these woods and then you come out at the top on all these amazing hills and the sun was shining with these steely grey clouds far away in the distance. 
Also hardly ate anything, I've managed to stop snacking in the evenings which is great, I've got this friend who's super skinny and she cannot eat after 7, so I suppose I just started copying her. 
I hope everyone else is ok and has enjoyed their sunday. Au revoir xxx 

 Hi, I'm new and I'm going to explore before I say more,
bye xxx